- Love in His Eyes
Beauty Is the love in his eyes. Today was a difficult day. I was overwhelmed with sadness after a much anticipated trip to Geisinger Medical Center. Hubby spent time reassuring me, time he should have spent resting for work. Looking in his eyes, I saw nothing but love. At that moment, I realized that all the difficulties we went through this past year are over. The only thing left is a love so strong that it will see us through whatever challenges lie ahead for us. This truly is the first time in my life I have felt like anyone has offered me their love unconditionally. What a peaceful feeling to know you are loved no matter what changes life throws your way.
I have anxiously waited months for the tests I had done today. The urologist performed a cystoscopy. A tiny camera with a light at the end, was inserted into the urethra so she could examine inside my bladder. In addition, the Dr. did a bladder wash. A salt solution is sent into the bladder via a tube then the solution is removed for microscopic testing. Retrograde pyelography is an X-ray test used to examine the urinary system (kidneys, ureters and bladder) and this was also done. After all the procedures, the Dr. told me I do have blockages in my ureters. I return in a few weeks to receive all the results and her recommendations. I am worried but I know no matter what happens my husband will be by my side.
